February 2010
15 posts
what i wouldn’t do-a fine frenzy
you’re not doing a very good job. being my ‘other half’ as they say. is that what i really want, or is it what society has filled in my head as an expectation? what i want from you…i’m not even sure. is it selfish to have those wants? i want attention. i want you to want me. i want you to explain your unfinished thoughts. i want you to be selfless.
i think i...
you surprised me yesterday
it was nice
but
now i’m so nervous i’m not the one faking
it’s harder than i imagined it
to constantly doubt
and to wonder
“i have this strange feeling that i’m not myself anymore. it’s hard to put into...”
– haruki murakami.
drama
not trying to make it
she asked why
replied-i don’t want to live an average life and somethings missing what’s missing i don’t know what it is i just know it’s missing how do you know how does anyone know
“this is for the girl next door who thinks she knows me
she don’t know the...”
– ingrid michaelson
and then he whispered, don’t live off of expectations
just waiting.
wish i could live in the present.
waiting for the next thing
always
